Confession Time

Dearest Matthew,

I have a confession to make. I've lied. I didn't know what to say at the time, and so I lied. The other day, I was talking about Christmas and working as a nurse to a patient. The reason I was talking about it is because his wife works as a nurse at Little Company in Torrance and his sister in law works at the same hospital as I do and he works as a florist so he knows what it's like to not be home for special holidays with kids. I said that I don't have any children. What I meant was that I don't have any children to play Santa for. I'm so sorry, my boy. I am not forgetting about you. I am thinking about you all the time. I won't lie again. I'll find a way to share you even in those moments.

To make up for it, I showed your picture to a couple people at work. They all said you're beautiful. Lucky for you, I know that.

Love you to infinity and beyond!!

Love,
Your Mommy.